“We’re trying to find what happened to the positive”
Erika Harvey and Precious Taylor worry that one day violence will randomly find them.
Both grew up on Milwaukee’s near-west side and said the experience wasn’t necessarily easy. “You had your hard days but then you had your good days,” says Harvey.
The 32-year-old Taylor, who graduated from Sanford Brown University with a degree as a medical assistant, talked particularly about the lack of access to quality schooling in the city. “You have to live in a certain area to go to a good school. I went to Nicolet but I had to use somebody’s address just to get in there.”
Taylor, who has three children of her own, said she isn’t necessarily proud that she had to lie about where she lived but that she did what she had to. “It was really nice; I was able to get my education and I think it was sad that I had to use somebody’s address…but it was worth it.”
Harvey and Taylor have been here their entire lives but they both talk about wanting to get out of Milwaukee. For both women, violence and access to opportunities are factors as they contemplate relocation.
“I really don’t want to leave Milwaukee cause it’s where my whole family is but if something comes up and there’s a better opportunity elsewhere, I mean, I will go,” says Harvey, who is currently attending Alverno College for nursing. “But it’s crazy everywhere, you know? Like Chicago; look what’s going on in Chicago. Look what’s going on in – where’d they kill that Mike boy at? It’s crazy down there. It don’t matter where you move, it’s crazy. You’ve just got to keep your head on straight, you know, keep the right people around you. If you keep the right people around you…even though violence can come to anybody, it’s rare if you keep the right people around you.”
Echoing Harvey, Taylor says she rarely feels safe. “I walk and people pull their car up and I’m not sure what they’re gonna do and it’s just like – like I said, even in the daytime – it’s just sad.”
And, as a mother, Taylor doesn’t only have to think about keeping herself safe but about the safety of her kids, as well. “They don’t understand why I won’t let them go outside but it’s just not… I know it’s not safe anywhere but here it’s just gotten worse.”
The women attributed some of the violence and crime to the effect of drugs but, in the end, they determined it goes much deeper than that.
“It starts out with the economy,” says Taylor. “The economy, right now, is so bad so people can’t afford to eat or clothe themselves. They’re doing what they have to do.”
“Like this Family Dollar, right here,” Harvey says, pointing to the building at 6000 W. Silver Spring. “They get broken into every other day…and then when we say ‘What did they come in here for?’ [the manager] said ‘They didn’t take nothing but food and ice cream.’
“It’s hard out here…they’re taking stuff that they need. It’s hard and, people, they’re not trying to help. They’re cutting food stamps…but they’re giving stuff to the wrong people. Like, you’ve got ten kids at home, you get $1000 worth of food stamps. When, if you ain’t got no kids at home, you’ve gotta be homeless to get food stamps. Like, well, I work 40 hours a week, my rent is $600 and I can’t get food stamps? That kind of stuff will have you breaking into somebody’s store stealin’ food.”
While Harvey and Taylor don’t have much hope that things will turn around any time soon, they seem to believe that, some day, it might. In fact, it’s what keeps Taylor going day in and day out. “Basically,” she says, “trying to see my kids grow up and not have to struggle.”